Your eyes were beautiful.
Well, I've been waiting for your msg but you haven't reply. I thought you were too tired cos you couldn't even see the traffic just now so you went to sleep. Yet I saw you on Facebook. Welll, I don't know, but I don't want to have another awkward session with another friend. you're the only friend that I msg most. Cos Im comfortable sharing things with you. If you really leave, I'll most probably break down. Even my church friends are ignoring me one by one. They take turns actually.
Well, at the beginning of this year I promised myself, to be independent, less sensitive and grow stronger.
But I can't seem to do that. I know that I have God, but, it's another new thing. Nobody denies that you need friends. Sigh. I sigh and sigh but what do I get?
Well, if this outing made it awkward, I rather not meeting you for dinner tonight. I regretted. Again, I didn't plan this. You did. Im still waiting. Waiting for your reply. I hope you don't disappoint me. My birthday is coming. Please God, I want to be happy and filled. I don't want to be empty.
Me blogged @ | 3/24/2012 12:55:00 AM
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
*.* My dearest Jeraldine. *.*
Well, I hope whatever you received would make you less depressed. In this team, I try to be like a older sister who looks after everyone of you. I'm having this mentality maybe because I was once the captain where I am suppose to handle all things even the slightest thing. so I would want to be so until we graduate. I really feel how you felt to be heartbroken, unwanted and disappointed. you were so in love and suddenly all these becomes a nightmare, a hindrance to you. You and I experienced the same things. Same thoughts same feelings same actions. Well I will never be able to find someone like you who goes through the same thing as me. HAHA loveya girl!
Me blogged @ | 2/08/2012 10:40:00 PM
Time for training! touch rugby.. Boring.
Me blogged @ | 2/08/2012 03:46:00 PM
Just realized that I haven't been posting! Simple reason, school starts, training starts therefore I have no time at all to do other stuffs. If I am free, I'll spend my time sleeping so that I can recover. Physically and mentally of course:) HAHA
Had dinner with my dearest kor kor just now at serangoon gardens.
I think I really enjoyed myself:)
I found myself extrememly talkative during dinner time.
We ate prata for dinner! I thought it was pretty cool:)
HEHE Kor had 3hrs of tuition at Sg. That's why I had to go all the way there to meet him.
Im meeting him tomorrow afternoon again for lunch:)
Then we will study. At nexx. Hopefully WE will be able to study in an environment that is crowded, mostly.
Studying at starbucks would be a great idea and since Im a lover of starbucks coffee!
yep!
My malaysia relatives are coming over tomorrow afternoon around 3++ and I'll be having my tuition at 4-.- BESTTTT.
HAHA it's okay Im gonna work hard. so hard. Im gonna make it :)
In jesus name I pray,
Amen.
Me blogged @ | 1/20/2012 11:30:00 PM
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Life sucks. I get upset when you come.
Cos. I don't know. Just. Argh I'm not happy today. I miss cameron.
Me blogged @ | 12/31/2011 06:02:00 PM
Me blogged @ | 12/31/2011 12:46:00 AM
Im currently waiting for Cameron to go online.
Listening to hinder- lips of an angel.
Emoing right now. I don't know why.
And Im not putting my hopes high on him.
Comon, it's just a crush. I crush will lead me to nowhere.
And we won't talk. Never cos we don't have a common topic.
Im just thinking a lot.
And apparently there's an outing tomorrow but im not invited. alright.
Me blogged @ | 12/31/2011 12:15:00 AM
